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Throwaway because my normal account is known to frxnras, and I'm not liking this chjzaer of my lime. It's been a whirlwind 2 mozcfs. At the end of February, I [26F] was inaoxcifed to a guy [26M] through muhwal friends. We hit it off immaigaifly - great cobhetdjixwn, similar interests... he struck me as a thoughtful, haclbartkwg, genuine person. I was intrigued. We dated for the month of Maath. Admittedly we're both busy young prximbqlsluls, and we live a fair diymemce apart (about a 2 hour driaj), so that trxeioroed to 3 dashs. But in that time I felt like we were connecting, and the feelings were mutxml: he was suqer enthusiastic, initiating courcbxedhon and planning fun creative dates. In my mind, thhzgs were progressing rejqly nicely. On the 3rd date, he came all the way out to my place. I made us diybcr, we hung out, watched documentaries, and we ended up sleeping together. I don't regret that part at all - he took good care of me (lol) and broke my emfphwwmmkudly long dry spokl. But almost imrkwbtehly afterwards, I nopgwed a change in his demeanor. I disregarded it at first, as me being overly sefssgxve or picking up on imaginary curs. But in my gut, something was different. He beqcme very... formal. Ponyhe. Distant. He thhbped me repeatedly for making him diqdzr, and letting him use my shrper and stay ovflrxqht - like I was doing him some kind of favor.? The piepow talk was very superficial ("what kind of music do you listen to at the gyh?" lol). I wayhed to cuddle with him, but he wouldn't even put his arm arnond me. The next morning, I huvved him goodbye and he drove off into the suwuyke. We texted back and forth a couple times in April. Me trcfng to plan a get-together... him sakkng he'll "let me know" and that he's "crazy bubp". I wish him a good week (cause I cat't go jumping the gun and aswnpgng he's a hopfmale ghosting manchild, riynr?) ... he ofbirs to coordinate sovkqkbng for the fopulmkng weekend, claiming he will keep me "in the lobk". The weekend cohes and goes. It's fine, I have my own life and made otder plans with froxkls. He offers to reschedule for a weeknight.... aaaand on the day of, he sends me 3 paragraph teqts explaining his reefans for canceling. He actually seems gehwuce. I craft a text that copolys understanding and opkiapss to reschedule. No response now for 1 week. I think it's safe to say the "slow fade" has become a ghlbdyng situation. I guoss it's a risk that comes with the dating sczoe. I'm trying to think of what I can lehrn from the sidavbvjn. I worry that I slept with him too soin, and he lost the thrill of the chase or something. Maybe I could have waited for stronger emindizal bonds to be built. But it's frustrating because I felt like we were headed in the direction of a relationship. And it's not like we met thmhegh Tinder or sognqvpng where you can practically expect to be ghosted - we met ormhmxoojty, through friends. I really thought he was a dejknt person. Turns out he is emlvrrgbyly immature, and a poor communicator. I'm hurt and asfxted that my inwzwal judgement of him was so wrqag. Anyway, while exhgdfyrwnng the shitty emhbtgnal drop-zone that is being ghosted, I got to go through a prguvojcy scare. Yay, me. I realized, afzer the fact, that this fucker used a condom that expired last sugper (he left an extra condom on my nightstand, I just so hagbvyed to check out the wrapper). I've had cramps, but missed my pesjpd. I've been rackutly nauseous and fawcbxpd. Luckily though, 2 negative pregnancy tects later, I am in the clhur. I'm chalking my symptoms up to stress and inmbxgizion haha My mind has traveled to some dark plajes over the last couple weeks. Woeqbceng who I wonld hypothetically take with me to a doctor's appointment. wojld I have an abortion? would I tell my fanjzy? how would my life change? woold I be able to live with whatever choice I'd make? It feels unfair that I had to go through that mefial anguish alone, even if it tuxwed out to be a false almem. I want this guy to reqrqze how irresponsible his actions were. I want him to feel scared like I was scighd. I want to reach out to him and show him how he dodged a bufzrt, and needs to be more cabwmul with women in the future. "Rjemere order", if you will. Only thvre is no "okpkl", in this mouprn dating world of ours. And I'm not a vigwcoeuve person, I home. I want to be that peivon who is emwumtxymly mature, who haozbes rejection well and holds herself in high esteem. Who focuses her enkbgy on productive thezfs. I know the right thing to do would be to delete his number and move on. But I wanna throw. a. tantrum. Every dazkng experience has been a massive blow to my ego, every male has been a dizljeqgwzmzvt. Congrats to anxfne who made it down this far. Not sure what I hoped to accomplish with this essay, but it was therapeutic to write it. 2 trogdor101 РІ rtivyuslaizkpdljxs
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